No Ends & No Beginnings- To Infinity & Beyond...or To A Finite Life

Our lives are in constant cycles of events that occur in such a fashion that we think things have come to an end, or a new beginning. In fact, all events that we experience remain a deep part of us, and they stay within the core essence of who we are and who we become. If you think about it, these cycles of life and death, of beginning and end, of deep concentration and fading away, appear in our own personification to deliver a comprehensive alternative in viewing our life. It helps us to understand certain parts of where we came from or where we are going. Yet, when we focus too much on these cycles it blurs what the big picture is really worth. Then again, when we focus on how it fits into the big picture we almost lose what is was that we are originally after...what it is we are searching for to begin with.

It's hard to start something anew when you're so focused on only that part of your life and can't realize that it is already a part of who you really are. We imagine/make up all these fears and truly believe they have attached themselves to our hips. We let them prevent ourselves from becoming the concentrated entity of who we are.
The gist of what I am saying is that we can't look too far back or too far forward to try and commend what we are doing now. It is to live in the now, and if we're consistently doing that-the bigger picture eventually becomes more clear to us as we live our daily lives.

...I am no longer sure as to where this is leading me...and what it is I am trying to accomplish here...but I would like to say to a dear friend of mine- who is about to embark on a 'new' journey of her life- I give you all the gratitude, happiness and self-worth that you deserves you. To you, StarChild, I grant you all the wishes you desire to feel the beauty that is you and that is on this earth. To the continuous cycles on this earth may you feel the abundance it serves you!

Love and always thanking you
Earth Bound

Missing You With Every Piece of My Heart

I am sat here in the UK without a place to go and I think of you.
I am sat here in my place wishing I could walk over to you and give you more loving memories and more cherished moments we have shared together.
I am sat here on a divan thinking of how I would walk the world in a day only to be surrounded by your beauty, and your truthful essence.
I am sat here in my tears of sorrow listening to your voice telling me how strong I am in moments of weakness and sleepless nights.
I am sat here missing you with every piece of my heart.


I am such a fortunate soul to have an experience a lifetime that nobody will ever have in an eternity. No matter how tough times may get, no matter how many days go by I live without knowing what to expect the following day I still take the time to think of my blessed friend Tammie Beth Ross. She means more to me than any words can ever describe, and more than anyone can imagine. Those who cross her path are few of the lucky souls. If they get to know her they would be amazed by her simple beauty. Yet, if they get close enough to her and befriend this shinning star they can only be as greatful as I am.
Tammie, even though you have been worlds apart from me physically I know and feel that you are in my presence at all times. I hold you close to my heart everyday. I miss you so much; your smile, your laugh, your bright eyes, your courtesy, your touch and even your tears, for it is with all these things that make you real. Thanks for being real and showing me what it is to love and be with a friend, to love and be with a confidant and most importantly- to love and be with yourself.

EarthBound