Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts

Monday, October 13, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving!

I would like to say a great happy thanksgiving to all as we celebrate an appreciation for all things in our life.

This year I went up to visit my folks in the small town I used to reside in many moons ago. It was quite lovely this time around, as I got to help work on the house and do something productive. Although I never done it before, but I got to cock the window sill on the outside on the front window of the house. It was actually relaxing- oddly enough. I got to tear off the old and bring in the new, the result in the cycle of seasons, physically and emotionally.

Fall is a great time to give thanks for the summer and spring seasons that have past no matter how great or awful it may have gone. It's a time to hibernate our actions and to sit still for a moment to re-examine if you will, or to plan a devise for the following time/season.

I ended up packing up some things I would need for when I move across the world, and stumbled upon this journal book I bought a while back. Although I have used it on a few occasions I forgot that I even had it. I sat with my mom and showed her how this 'sojourn journal' dice system worked. The dice that are included are filled with words and when you role them they give you a set of words to cue you on what to write about. Essentially, it gives you focus and helps with writers block.

There is one brown-coloured dice represents the main idea of your entry, and seven ivory-coloured dice represents the subcategories so to speak. You're suppose to choose 3 of them and run with it basically; however, because I only had the dice and couldn't remember exactly how the 'rules' went, my mom and I ended up choosing 4 words- I just do it however I deem comfortable. Heck I should do one with all seven...or maybe challenge a certain someone. Humm...

Of course you can use any form of writing you desire, and I had my mom and I write whatever we felt after each having rolled the dice.


My mom's main category was 'family' and her subcategories were people, gift, chance and goal. She wrote:

Having a family is a real gift,
Family gives people a chance to set out different set of life goals,
While others pursue other avenues.


My main category was 'play' and my subcategories were passion, people, sense and time. I wrote:

When people find the time to play
And really enjoy the moment-
They will lose their sense of time,
and gain pure moments of passion.


Also, using the same words I attempted to write a continuous haiku- the latter is an inspiration from another...


Grinding your teeth while
Clenching your jaw tightly and
Breathing in slowly.

Your 'play-clock' ticks loud!
People in a jesting mood
Just like you and me,
They are out there, you will see.
Each of our growing
Passions for the world blossoms
Every time we meet.

Feed your sense to Play!



EarthBound

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

The Day After My Arrival Into Canada

The day after my arrival into Canada and I suddenly realized the little moments that I missed while I was away, but have never forgotten.
In no particular order here are just a few things I missed while I was away. Take for granted there are many people that are not photographed that were deeply missed as well; namely my brother Patrick& his son Holden; also my surrogate family, Mama Ross, Meesh, Nanny, Steph, Kylan, and Brett.
Love you all and glad to be back...for a little while.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Missing You With Every Piece of My Heart














I am sat here in the UK without a place to go and I think of you.

I am sat here in my place wishing I could walk over to you and give you more loving memories and more cherished moments we have shared together.
I am sat here on a divan thinking of how I would walk the world in a day only to be surrounded by your beauty, and your truthful essence.
I am sat here in my tears of sorrow listening to your voice telling me how strong I am in moments of weakness and sleepless nights.
I am sat here missing you with every piece of my heart.


I am such a fortunate soul to have an experience a lifetime that nobody will ever have in an eternity. No matter how tough times may get, no matter how many days go by I live without knowing what to expect the following day I still take the time to think of my blessed friend Tammie Beth Ross. She means more to me than any words can ever describe, and more than anyone can imagine. Those who cross her path are few of the lucky souls. If they get to know her they would be amazed by her simple beauty. Yet, if they get close enough to her and befriend this shinning star they can only be as greatful as I am.
Tammie, even though you have been worlds apart from me physically I know and feel that you are in my presence at all times. I hold you close to my heart everyday. I miss you so much; your smile, your laugh, your bright eyes, your courtesy, your touch and even your tears, for it is with all these things that make you real. Thanks for being real and showing me what it is to love and be with a friend, to love and be with a confidant and most importantly- to love and be with yourself.


EarthBound

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Canada Day

I would like to take this opportunity to say thanks to my fellow Canadian Friend.

She is my light, my hope and my fears. I miss her so very much. Star Child I will see you again soon.




Star light, star bright may you shine like no other,
Show me the way to our earth mother.
In the deepest darkest night when all seems to be nothing but gloom,
She finds the light over the never ending coombe.

Star light, star bright may you shine like no other,
Show me the way to our earth mother.

She taught me to dance, laugh, and play in all her glory;
As she says;
"This is how all shall feel, for happiness on earth ought to be made mandatory.

We shall learn from our mistakes, and take with us our pain,
And let's not forget that our troubles and our losses become our personal gain"

Star light, star bright may you shine like no other,
Show me the way to our earth mother.


EarthBound

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Taking Risks

Making a sudden and drastic change in life can leave one feeling unsettled. It's not about age, money, or how adventurous you are, but when making a move away from a great home, a great job, and having turned down several career opportunities things become muddled. In the beginning when everything is murky you begin to think you've lost yourself, and as the seed of doubt sprouts within you start to feel like it's all one big mistake.
I wrote home to friends and family to see if anyone would reach out for one last time just so I know my launching pad was still nearby. A great friend who knows me more than any other replied and she helped me realize that home is where the heart is.


Hi Lisa,

As I read your note from Saturday I was heart broken to see you on your darkest day.

Believe me there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I was just thinking Saturday morning, a person has to be brave to leave with one suitcase for one year- so nice to be young. It's like when you up lift a tree with hardly no roots; when you plant it elsewhere its bound to find the sun and grow healthier and stronger than its ever been before. Knowing you, Lisa, I know you will make it, since you are a strong person when you put your mind to it.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance with the rain .
Sending all my love and prayers to you.
Mom


I love you mom!